Thursday, June 11, 2009

Day 360 - June 11 - Dog Canyon

"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me;"

Back in my old stomping grounds, there was a place we used to go hiking called Dog Canyon. It sat on the edge of the Tularosa Basin in southern New Mexico, and made for a great day hike. I understand now that it's a historical site and there's a visitor center and everything, but back in my day here's how it went -

You got up really early in the morning, left El Paso, Texas, and drove an hour and a half out into the desert. At some point that only the more experienced people in the car understood, you turned the truck off the road onto an unmarked, sandy dirt road that twisted off toward the hills in the distance. After bouncing up the tortuous track, through washed out ravines and around all sorts of pointy-looking cactus, you rolled to a stop at the turnaround, the dust from your passage slowly settling over you in the morning light. The only sound would be the ticking of cooling engines and the noise a group of teenagers make as they get ready to start hiking.

You look around, seeing the slope drop away into the Basin back the way you've just come. Then, turning around to look forward, you gaze up at an impenetrable wall of rock, seemingly miles high, and broken in the middle by a large gap - Dog Canyon. It's dark mouth gapes at you, backlit by the rising sun, all in forbidding shadows. Already the heat is rising - it's the desert, you know - and you feel the urgency to begin climbing in order to get off the basin floor before it starts roasting you alive. Actually, you feel the urgency to get back in the air-conditioned truck and retreat back home, but all your friends are watching; so you shoulder your pack and start the climb.

At first, it's not too bad. The slope is gentle, the heat isn't too bad, and the trail is well-marked and broad. But soon it gets worse. The heat is skyrocketing toward 110F, and the trail begins to narrow and trip over larger rocks. The cactus presses in on the trail, making each step a cautious probe forward rather than an easy stroll.

Now, the slope steepens. Your breath gets faster and more labored, and sweat begins to fall. You stop to catch your breath and ease the straps of a pack that has somehow gained weight since you left the truck. The kids behind you come to a stop too, so you settle the pack and keep hiking.

Pretty soon, you leave the cactus fields behind, a small blessing that is immediately forgotten in the realization that it's HOT. The sun has crested the ridgeline, and is beating mercilessly down on your head as you trudge, exposed, up the side of the canyon wall. You stop for a canteen break, only to see that you've already drunk half your supply of water. You've been on the trail an hour.

As the trail climbs, the sky turns brassy as the sun blazes molten white. You wonder if this is what the fiery furnace felt like. Lines of salt mark trails of dried sweat down your face. You pass twisted, stunted trees - too small to offer shade except to lizards and scorpions.

Finally, real trees begin to appear, and shade mottles the trail as it dips off the canyon wall toward the floor. A small waft of cooler air drifts down the canyon, lifting your fevered spirit with the promise of reprieve. Finally, with your canteen dry and your spirit drier, you stagger up to Frenchy's cabin, drop your pack, and collapse to the rocks for lunch.

Once you're refreshed a bit, you walk up the trail to the waterfall. It falls about 100 feet from the rocks above, dropping into a small pool before splashing down the canyon floor. It's an idyllic spot, even more ironic because there is no sign of it from below. No hint of green, no coolness on the air; even the water disappears before it reaches the basin floor far below, where you left the cars. But even as you enjoy this oasis, you know it can't last.

You see, the waterfall under which you stand hides the betrayal of Dog Canyon. Dog is a box canyon - there is no outlet to the high country. There's only one way in and one way out - the basin floor. The top of the canyon is blocked by a 100-foot tall cliff of stone. And so, after having refreshed yourself for a bit, you turn from it and begin the descent back into the furnace. Having left the garden spot under the falls, the trip back to the car seems twice as long, and twice as hot, and twice as dusty, with twice as many pebbles in your shoes, compared to the trip into the canyon - even though it's downhill now. The last trudge across the basin floor to the truck is hellishly long - no water, no coolness, no sweat left, only the idea that somewhere up ahead, lost in the heat mirages, is supposed to be a car you can get into, if somebody hasn't stolen it while you were gone.

The last few nights have felt a lot like a trek into Dog Canyon. Nobody here has gotten more than a couple hours sleep at a time, it seems - Connor has been in pain and discomfort each night all night. I know that sounds odd for someone with no sensation, but it's true, and all he can tell us is that it hurts. I think all of us had hoped for a chance to recover from the wedding excitement, but so far each night has been difficult. We would greatly appreciate your prayers that we might be able to get some rest. None of us are at our best because we're tired, and I in particular respond poorly to exhaustion. Tempers flare, patience erodes; it seems like the last shade on the planet is far behind us. But a coolness on the cheek foretells an oasis up ahead, when JoƩlle and Alan return from their honeymoon for a few days before leaving for Chicago. But that oasis will be very, very welcome, even if we know that we'll have to pick up our packs and keep hiking at the end of it all.

Fortunately for us, our Guide tells us that this valley of shadows is not a box canyon - it does have an end somewhere up ahead.





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10 Comments:

At June 11, 2009 11:41 AM , Blogger Sharon said...

Will be praying for you all...thank you for the vivid story -- it does, indeed, parallel life's trials and struggles -- may he continue to strengthen you with the fruits of perseverance for him and his glory.

 
At June 11, 2009 11:42 AM , Anonymous jenann said...

Fabulous metaphor. You really are a talented writer, Eric.

I'm leaving town for 5 days and won't have internet access, so I won't be able to pop in for my daily dose. But I will be praying for you all while I'm away. Have a great time with Joelle and Alan. I hope your time together will be as refreshing as "the garden spot under the falls."

Jenann :)

 
At June 11, 2009 12:06 PM , Blogger Chelle Y. said...

Praying for you all.... always.

 
At June 11, 2009 8:19 PM , Anonymous Carolyn A. said...

Praying His tender mercies upon all of you for rest, refreshment, and grace.

 
At June 11, 2009 9:45 PM , Anonymous Arnold said...

Praying that the Holy Spirit will hover over you all 24/7 and that HE may grant you Grace,Mercy and Peace and lots of rest.

 
At June 12, 2009 7:17 AM , Anonymous Pete said...

The verse does say 'through the valley', implying the promise that it is not a dead end. Thank you again...

 
At June 12, 2009 8:12 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

May the spring of Living water refresh your souls and fill you hearts.

 
At June 12, 2009 10:34 AM , Blogger carolyn said...

After reading your blog, I opened up a daily devotional from the Purpose Driven Life and this is what is was:
"The Lord reached down from above and took hold of me; He pulled me out of the deep waters" (Psalm 18:16 TEV).
I thought of Connor on that day last year, the Lord reached down from above and took hold of him and is still holding him in His arms.
Contiually praying,
Carolyn Brogan

 
At June 12, 2009 9:58 PM , Anonymous Cheryl, Ripon said...

What a blessing to read your story about the canyon and then compare it to your (and our) lives...I pray that you got a good night's sleep tonight. I know how it goes when it evades you--the littlest things become huge and it's hard to think about tomorrow...
Our Lord & Guide is beside you and also there to carry you uphill!

 
At June 14, 2009 2:47 PM , Anonymous Jody McRoberts said...

Being that I grew up in Anchorage, Alaska, where 72 and sunny was a VERY nice day, my thought was, "Well, why did you climb it when it was so hot?!?! Come back in the winter!!" OK, I know you told that story to make a point about what you are going through now, but I couldn't help but throw in a little lightness. :>}

I just read your latest blog entry (the one after this one). I will continue to pray for all of you. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel for YOU!!

Blessing to all of you!!

Jody McRoberts :>}

 

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