Day 322 - May 4 - My Atrophied Faith Part 4
Well, it's been awhile, but here I go again. For those of you who may have joined us only recently, I have been wrestling with the concept of faith, and with trying to learn why we've been given it, what we're supposed to do with it, and how we're supposed to go about it at least since my first post in the "Atrophied Faith" series on Day 60 back in August 2008, and continued in October with parts 2 and 3.
Well, I'm still at it. I love doing this because A) it makes me think about the things that matter more; B) maybe somebody else will be encouraged and motivated by this discussion as well; and C) I believe that faith, and a scriptural understanding of it, are central to the life of anyone who wants to be more like Jesus. So, here's the latest...
I have been reading the Book of Mark lately in an attempt to understand who, exactly, Jesus is. I've been trying to focus precisely on the words He uses, the actions He takes, and how the people around Him respond to Him. So far, I must admit I like this guy a lot! The bulk of His ministry, according to Mark, is made up of Him healing people who are sick, or injured, or possessed. My kind of guy, as it were!
But there's an interesting couple of verses I want to touch on found in Mark 6. In the first four verses, Jesus goes to Nazareth, the place he grew up, with his disciples. I like to think of it as "chillin' with his homeys". 8-) So He's teaching in Nazareth, and everybody's giving Him flak because they knew Him when He was a boy. Sort of a "Hey, isn't this the carpenter's kid? Who does he think he is, anyway?" kind of thing. And Jesus comments to His friends that a prophet is honored everywhere except around his family. Then we get to Mark's commentary on this situation in verses five and six, which is what I'm interested in here. It says
"And He could do no mighty work there, except that He laid His hands on a few sick people and healed them. And He marveled because of their unbelief."
Wow. What those two verses imply is staggering. Remember me discussing the concept that somehow our faith interacts with God's sovereign will? Well, these two verses confirm that idea - Jesus could not (some versions say "was unable to") perform any great works in Nazareth because of the peoples' lack of faith. In fact, their lack of faith is so significant to this idea that the Word says Jesus "marveled" at their unbelief. Again, Wow.
Do you realize what that means? It means this - if it is true that Jesus was unable to do miraculous works because of their lack of faith, then it stands to reason that the corollary is true as well - that faith in some way enables, or allows, God to move and do wonders. So it seems to me that my original supposition is confirmed - our faith connects in some fashion with God's will to move His hand.
Does all this mean that an omnipotent God was unable, somehow, to do something He had wanted to do? I don't think so. I think it means that He has given each person a measure of faith because He wants us to use it - and when we choose not to, He is amazed that we don't.
So let's ask the practical question - how do we use it?
Well, I think it's both a lot easier and a lot harder than we've always thought. Easier, because we've been assimilating a list of actions we can easily enumerate -
Step 1 - Identify your point of need.
Step 2 - Pray about it, believing you have received it.
Step 3 - Repeat Step 2 until you do believe it.
Step 4 - Repeat Step 2 until a) your prayer is answered yes; b) your prayer is answered no; or c) God changes your heart.
Step 5 - If it's A, start praising His name. If it's B, start praying for grace, acceptance, and contentment. If it's C, start praying about what He's changed your heart to.
See, easier! But also harder, because living this in the midst of your need, trial, and struggle is most likely the hardest, most difficult and tiring thing you'll ever attempt - at least the first time. I haven't yet had the opportunity to try this a second time, so I can only assume it gets easier the more you do it. Or maybe not.
But one thing I can tell you from personal experience - God is faithful. Whether your crisis is quadriplegia, or unemployment, or foreclosure, God is and will be faithful to you. If you need a job, pray, believing it's already been found and provided. If you need finances, pray, believing that God has already paid the bill. If you want your son to walk again, pray, believing that the cure has already been applied. As you pray, believe you're seeing the answer unfold before your eyes. Thank God for the answer. Trust Him. Trust Him. Trust Him. Trust Him. Trust Him! Don't quit. Don't give up. Don't despair. Trust Him.
See, easy - and hard. But it's worth doing, and worth doing diligently. Why?
Well, because you just have to ask yourself this question - when Christ looks at me, does He marvel at my unbelief?
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7 Comments:
It seems to me that last summer, when Connor and your family began suffering this trial, that many of us were doing just fine. But now many of us have lost jobs or income, are worried about the economy, worried about having a President who does not share our core beliefs about life, and many, many other concerns. Lots of us have had a crisis crop up in our lives that we didn't expect when we first began to pray for Connor, while others had already deeply lived trials like the one you are in. We are learning from you how to walk in faith when trials hit us, and we are learning through our own trials how to trust God more deeply. I wonder how many other people on this blog have learned something about enduring trials in their own lives since last summer. Maybe it would be a blessing to you and everyone here if some people posted things God has been teaching them this year in their own trials. I don't suggest this because I think we can instruct you, but because we all need encouragement. To Him be the glory.
Michele
... and once again I am reminded of Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
Your blogs are a blessing-
May our Lord continue to show you that He hears & knows your heart and may He continue to reassure you that healing is happening!
Keeping the faith with you-
L.B.
It's true that faith is both easy and hard. I find myself having more faith when I pray for someone else's needs (like Connor) than myself. I do not know why that is the case.
Your post was a blessing me and it was something that I needed to be reminded of today.
This isn't a direct comment to your blog but as I read your blog I am reminded of another family you may know from West Hills -Cortez. They need prayer for a grandbaby.I know how this blog has helped so many and thought we could add the Adamis family in prayer for their baby, Mia. Some of what she goes through reminds me of Connors situation in a baby version. Check out the blog at www.theadamisfamily@blogspot.com
Your words are incredibly powerful! This post is both beautifully written and incredibly thought-provoking. I'm so glad His word was able to invoke such emotion. Continued prayers for your family and may the answer be a).
Im not even sure what I want to say except thank you for sharing. I too have been delving into this great gift of faith that God has given each one of us. But I am finding that I am just beginning to comprehend the depth of that faith that God intends us to experience. And it all points back to the LOVE God has for each of us, and I am sure I will never comprehend the magnitude of His love for us/me.
Eric, I'm having a hard time gathering my thoughts. What you articulate is beautiful, encouraging, moving, instructive and rings true. Thank you. If I may, I would like to print out your faith blogs and share them with my prayer team and then some.
Blessings Brother!
Renée Frensley
Lebanon, TN
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