Day 14 - June 29 - This means war
I've mentioned before the sense of oppression that hangs over this hospital. I haven't mentioned what's been going on around here specifically, for fear that you all would think I was a lunatic. Well, I'm past that - you can think I'm insane if you like, but you need to know that I'm sitting in the middle of a pretty intense spiritual battle. For all I know, it may only be a spiritual skirmish, but from my point of view it seems more like a full-blown engagement.
I won't get into a theological discussion about spiritual adversaries - if you believe the Bible is true, you must accept the existence of evil forces arrayed against anyone who claims the name of Christ. What I will tell you now is what's been going on over the last few days.
The first two nights we slept in the little room the hospital provided, I awoke in the middle of the night in the throes of despair. The third and fourth nights we slept there, we claimed the protection of the name of Jesus Christ over that room and Connor's, rebuking Satan in Jesus' name to stake out a safe territory for His children. Both of those nights we slept soundly. On the afternoon after the third night, I became overwhelmed with the sense of oppression surrounding the hospital, and began mentally walking the grounds of the building, praying and staking out territory for Christ to work, rebuking the influence of Satan in the name of Christ. On the morning after the fourth night, the hospital took the room away from us.
Last night, our daughter came under attack in the middle of the night. She had a dream where dark creatures were holding her down in her bed, pressing her into the mattress as they mocked her and laughed at her distress. She was watching as a third person, seeing herself struggle against these things and calling out to us. They were laughing and saying "they can't help you, they're in the other room". She began praying out loud in her sleep, and at the name of Jesus she came awake and bolt upright. She came to our room and woke us, and we gathered together to rebuke Satan in the name of Jesus, binding him from the house, and calling protection to Connor's room and around all of us.
You can think what you want - coincidence, indigestion, whatever - but this happened, it continues, and it is consistent with what I know about spiritual matters. I draw comfort from the fact that enemies don't attack where they don't need to, but rather they face off against things that threaten. I am convinced that God is doing a mighty work here, something bigger than all of us, and the bad guys don't like it and are trying to stop it.
Here's the choices - you can shrug your shoulders, say that Eric has finally gone off the deep end, and ignore this. Or, you can step into the fray and fly Combat Prayer Patrol for us. We need the physical, spiritual and emotional protection that comes from God alone. We need spiritual help to meet spiritual threats. We need to be able to rest in the peace of God in the midst of a battle, so we can think, so we can pray, so we can fight.
Thank you for your prayer coverage.
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Good sitrep! And no, you're NOT nuts! Although I try not to think too much about supernatural goings-on around me, since it freaks me out, I KNOW it's real!!! What Joelle reports is totally believable, and given the way you as a family have responded to Connor's injury, you represent a major threat to Satan's plan. Also, given the fact that God has spoken to more than one person about Connor's full recovery (now would do nicely, but as we agreed, God's timing is perfect, so we have to accept that, and His sovreignty), it only makes sense that Satan would attack - and what better way to attack you and Cherie than through another child of yours!!!!? He may be evil, but he's not stupid.
Break out the prayer, folks, this aint over by a long shot! We got friendlies under attack, and need prayer cover (sorry, bad pun, but it's the truth)!
Incoming from Atlanta....
Eric, you ARE in a battle - you're not crazy! It's war! Don't retreat; just keep the full armor of God on at all times! You know what gives the enemy power over a person. It is fear -mostly fear of death. Be strong and stand firm. You are there for a reason and God is beside you. Continue to speak out and give encouragement to others in the name of Christ.
We will continue to uphold Conner and all of your family in constant prayer.
Peace by with you,
MT
Virginia
Thank you for sharing this...now thousands of us will be praying for the strength of your spiritual armor, that the shield of Jesus Christ
surround the entire Williamson
family to foil the evil one.
Los Gatos Prayer Warrior
Eric,
I just want to affirm your feelings about the spiritual attack. I was raised in a church that believed that you never acknowledged such things because by acknowledging them you gave power to the enemy. I have since learned that to acknowledge them, pray for protection and then focus on the protection is very helpful. Unfortunately, I know many people who still criticize me for making the acknowledgment and others whose focus becomes the enemy. These people can really bring you down. I just want to affirm your choice and confirm that you are not crazy. These things happen, and it takes courage to talk about them.
For many years I was attacked in my dreams,and I know that it takes great spiritual strength to be able to respond (while still in the dream and still under attack) by calling on the Lord. I am so happy that your daughter has this kind of strength and was able to call for the right kind of help to overcome her oppression.
I have been praying for all of you since Connor's accident and will continue to do so.
Love,
Ahmee
Eric,Cherie,Jollie,Denny and Sherry Our prayers are continually with you, gird yourself with the full armor of God, do not fear evil tidings be steadfast trusting the Lord your God. You have all you need to fight this battle you have the Sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God and is the only weapon which is mentioned in the armor but in 2 Cor.10:3-5 it mentions weapons in the plural assuring us we have weapons, what would be the other weapon? In Eph. 6:17 it says pray in the Spirit on all occasions. so when we pray the Word of God which you have been doing, it's like two sticks of dynamite when their placed in a stronghold in seperate places the affect isn't as greast as if 2 pieces were tied together and placed in one position so as is the same when the Word is spoken in your prayers there is no mighter weapon, The Word is God! How awesome is that? You've been given all you need to fight this stronghold in fact you can't fight it, The battle belongs to the Lord, awwwwwwwwwwwww another awsome thought.I Pray the Lord of Peace Himself will give you Peace at all times and in every way.
2 Thes. 3:16 You are not alone there is a mighty fortress surrouding you the enemy is trembeling at the love that is pouring out to you in the name of Jesus all around the world, Amen!
Blessings to all of you,In Christ Jesus, your Sister and friend in Christ, Linda from Downey
Your entries help us so much in knowing how to pray. Spiritual battles are real, and you are really in the midst of one. Thanks for sharing it all.
Cheryl
Fresno
Thank you for your honesty and transparency. There is a real battle going on and the sooner we acknowledge it and pray accordingly, the sooner we can taste the victory. Jesus spoke about it constantly: He warned us not to ignore it or write it off, so did the Apostle Paul - it was "every day talk" for them. He even said, "I don't want you to be ignorant about these things". Throughout my life God has spoken to me and revealed things to me through my dreams. I think that may be the only way He can get my attention some times. I have felt the strain of the battle and even seen it with my own eyes on occassion. When you feel weary in the fight, just remember Aaron holding up the arms of Moses. God has surrounded you with thousands of Aarons. When we wake, He prompts us to pray for you - in the middle of the night, in the middle of the day, ... It's not our great memory or self-lessness or faithfulness that keeps you top of mind in our prayers, but the "hound of heaven" who will never let you go. He is beating the drum of prayer and spiritual warfare and he never sleeps nor slumbers. Be encouraged.
Jeanine
This morning at 4:26 A.M. I was awaken with Connor's beautiful face in my mind's eye.
As I prayed for Connor your family became my focus as well.
Are you in a battle, yes sir! It is an all out war for your souls and the souls of those who are touched by God through Connor's trial and the miracles that have been given and those yet to come.
What greater victory for satan if he and his deamons can take your focus off the Spiritual.
May the Blood of Jesus cover you, Connor and your family. Blessing of protection over body, mind, Spirit and Soul.
I will visualize every room, hall, closet, waiting area, parking lot, O.R. and office of the hospital and plead the Blood of Jesus over them. I ask for Guardian Angels to sit in the corners and door ways of the home you are staying in and keep the forces of evil out!
Others may think what they may. We KNOW this is real and the Victory is yours in the Name of JESUS.
The Army of God is on duty, 24/7.
God's blessings on all of you.
Hang in there Connor... You are a miracle in the works.
~Shayne Barker
Dear Eric,
Thank you for your openness in sharing. It gives us clearer focus and direction in praying for you and your family in this battle for Connor's total restoration of mobility. A family from our congregation relocated to Humes Lake Christian Camps as employees of the camp. Soon after arriving there, Connor's accident occurred and the family e-mailed us with an urgent request for Connor, before even knowing his name. Some of us at New Covenant Church in Northfield, MN, are holding you up in prayer, as we battle against principalities and powers in the high places. Thank goodness that the Lord has given you the Spirit of Love, Power, and a Sound Mind to help overcome fear! May He cover you and your family with His peace and surround you with His warrior angels as the battle continues and as WE PRAY ON! Aya H.
Dear Williamson's,
You are not going nuts, spiritual battle is very real. I suffered panic attacks for about a year and many many nights awoke to a deep, dark pit. So dark I did not think I would ever get out. Often times wondering, where are you God when I need you most? He was there alright because I always managed to "get out of that dark pit" at some point. One verse the Lord gave to me during one of these times:
Psalm 17: 6-9
I have called upon You, for You will hear me O God,
Incline Your ear to me, and hear my speech.
Show Your marvelous lovingkindness by Your right hand,
O You who save those who trust in You
From those who rise up against them.
Keep me as the apple of Your eye,
Hide me under the shadow of Your wings.
From the wicked who oppress me,
From my deadly enemies who surround me.
I LOVE that God tells me I'm the apple of His eye!! Doesn't every child want to by the apple of their Father's eye? We are. There were many many more verses God used to bring me out of that pit and He even used Rick during middle of the night attacks. I would have to wake Rick up from a dead sleep and frantically tell him to read from the bible, anywhere, just read. Rick would open the bible up with sleep still on his mind and in his eyes and start reading. He always landed in a place where I would find peace and be able to go back to sleep.
Remember, The battle belongs to the Lord!!!!!!
We continue to lift you all up and will now add spiritual warfare to the list.
God bless you all,
Ginny
You are not crazy by any stretch of the word. Satan is as real as we are and he is going to and fro seeking whom he may devour. We do not war against flesh and blood, but against evil rulers and authorities in the unseen realm, against the darkness of this world and evil spirits in the heavenly places. (Eph.6:12) Thank you for sharing this with us...Greater is He that is in us than the evil liar who is in the world! We love you,
Martha (Fl.)
Gracious Father,
I plead the blood of Jesus over Eric,his family, Connor and his room, their environment all about them. Please protect them from satan and his attempts to rock them. We put on the full armor of God...placing the helmet of salvation, the breastplate of righteousness, gird their waist with the belt of truth, shod their feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace, they hold up the shield of faith to quench all the fiery darts that satan sends their way, they are taking up the sword of the spirit, our ONLY offensive weapon against satan, and doing all to stand, we pray continually that we may stay in constant communication with You. For You are All-Powerful, All-Knowing, Our Rock, Our Fortress, Our Everpresent Help in times of trouble. You are our Strongtower and we run to You. Bless Connor, heal Him in supernatural ways. We glorify Your name and we stand in one accord. We claim Your promises that where two or more are gathered in Your name, it shall be done. Hallelujah! Our Precious Savior. We praise You for the progress Connor is making. We praise You for the provisions You are providing. We praise You for this beautiful opportunity to come together and lift up this precious family and to be privy to the awesomeness of Your throne. You hear all, You see all, how comforting! Though Father God this is an extremely difficult time for all involved...it is uplifting to get a glimpse of how beautiful heaven must be, when all your saints come together worshipping You and loving one another. GREAT IS YOUR FAITHFULNESS! In the precious name of Jesus and through His blood,
Amen
Dear Eric,
Whenever you are making progress for Christ there will be serious spiritual warfare. Not only are you battling for your own family you are battling for others around you . . . Satan does not like these successes. The battles are real, the battles belong to the Lord!!! Don't lose heart, don't listen to the lies, just keep on keeping on. We are out here, we are praying, we are committed to complete this journey with you and your family and your son. Love, Bill and Jann Hija
Don't lose heart in fighting this very real battle. My family lives on the other side of the world so when we pray for you during our day time, it is your nighttime. Now we know how we can pray more specifically for you. We will pray against these nighttime attacks in Jesus name. May your whole family feel the love and prayers of be strengthened and encouraged.
Doreen in Asia
Well, this would explain why people have been waking up in the middle of the night with the urge to pray for you all. And this would explain why God has laid it on my heart this past week to pray specifically to rebuke the enemy and his cohorts where you're all concerned. Satan will use anything to attack God's people -- physical ailments and injuries, dreams, hospital policies, you name it -- especially when God is using you in such mighty ways. But just as the Israelites, though small in number and completely unprepared, were used to vanquish much larger, more powerful armies, so can we conquer our enemies. Because it's by GOD alone that we have the victory. And it's "not by might, not by power, but by my Spirit," says the LORD.
Yes, the real battle is a spiritual one. You're not bonkers. And you're not alone. God and His people surround you all.
Praying fervently,
Jenann
Oh, I meant to also mention that last night as I was praying before bed, God put it on my heart to pray for three things specifically: 1) rebuking Satan from the hospital, recognizing the battle is spiritual, 2) that you would all put on the FULL ARMOR of God (naming each part as it appears in Eph. 6:13-17), and 3) that God would give you grace and strength to operate with all the fruit of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, goodness, faithfulness, and self-control.
I understood why God laid the first two on my heart (especially now, having read your post), but I didn't and still don't understand why the 3rd in the midst of your circumstances. But in these past two weeks, I've learned not to ask "why" when God has laid something on my heart to pray about. I just do it and trust He knows what He's about. Maybe it will make sense to you. God works in mysterious ways, His wonders to behold.
Jenann
Williamsons,
I just read a verse Friday that I found lots of encouragement in. I think it applies to the situation you're in. In Psalm 118:13 the Psalmist speaks these defiant words to his enemies:
"You pushed me violently, that I might fall, but the LORD helped me."
In other words, as he says a few verses earlier, "The LORD is on my side; I will not fear."
Also, I don't think you're crazy at all. Last summer in Zambia, and several times since, I came face to face with the reality of a spiritual realm that I am too weak to battle on my own. To be honest, I've never been so terrified in my life. However, the entire time I was in Zambia, the following verse gave me great courage:
"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, BECAUSE HE WHO IS IN YOU IS GREATER THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD....And this is the victory that has overcome the world - our faith. Who is he that has overcome the world, but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God?" - 1 John 4:4 & 5:4-5
"Finally, my brethren, be strong IN THE LORD and in the power of HIS MIGHT," and without question, you will "be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand." For, as the LORD said to Joshua, "the LORD your God is with you wherever you go." - Ephesians 6:10&13, Joshua 1:9
I hope these words encourage you. I remember you always in my prayers.
- Joshua
Reading these comments makes me see how/why God has warriors world wide praying for you all - every time zone is covered!! And the 'mysterious' burden to pray for the fruits of the spirit to be fully 'ripe' in you without yet knowing why is ominous from a human perspective, exciting from a spiritual one - like the 'teaser trailer' of next weeks episode of a tv show....so I'm gonna add that to the list as well.
Any update of Cherie? I read a few days ago about concerns for your health....anything new?
I've never met any of you, and except for the bikes, would never have had reason to know you, or of this time of battle, or to grow to love you all through this battle. Yet another example of God's provenient grace, providing members for the base of that cheer-leaders pyramid you mentioned before years before it would be needed.....
Eric,
Yes, you are an absolute fool for believing what you believe (at least according to some). It says so right here: 1 Cor 1:18-25.
Reading your account sent chills down my back. That, after hearing Pastor Mike's sermon today ... pretty clear that "something" is going on. I'm sure it is no coincidence that he has taken many years to get to Romans 12:12, and that God has known since the beginning of creation he would be preaching on that verse TODAY. No surprises ... your account will only cause the saints to pray more fervently and continuously. (And it's great to know that Lee and Jenann have most of the time zones covered under one roof judging from the times they are posting to this blog ... I don't think these people ever SLEEP!).
As far as having gone off the deep end ... anyone that is just figuring that out about you *now* hasn't been awake for a while. And the almost best part is that as an officially "off the deep-end person", you can just tell the deadly 'D's'-despair, depression and discouragement to "take a hike" and live out Romans 12:12, where a more scientific person would not be able to. The best part is that the end of the book has been written, and it's no secret who wins.
Thanks for taking the time to share this Eric. Love y'all. Praying.
Scott MH, CA
YOU ARE NOT NUTS...SATAN IS VERY REAL AND HE KNOWS THE ONLY WAY HE CAN GET TO OUR GOD IS TO GO THROUGH US HIS CHILDREN. JUST AS YOU WOULD PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM ANY ADVERSARY, SO WILL OUR GOD
I CALL ON THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OUR REDEEMER TO PLACE A TALL INPENETRABLE HEDGE OF PROTECTION AROUND YOUR FAMILY AND YOUR SURROUNDINGS. WE BELIEVE IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS AND WE DEMAND THAT SATAN FLEE FROM YOUR MIDST.
IN THE NAME OF OUR MIGHTY SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST. AMEN
Thanks for the very specific updates. For those of us far away faithfully praying... it makes things a little easier. We have not and will not forget you :-)
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